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人之初，性本善？
还是性本恶？
小时候以为坏人只会在电视上出现
慢慢长大后才发现
真正的大好人并不多
有时甚至怀疑他们的存在
我相信每个人的心中都有邪念
包括我自己
不习惯
一点点的歪脑筋可以让我愧疚不已

too idealistic
but nothing is perfect in this world
i used to think that everyone is there to care for each other unconditionally
of cos that was when i was really young
secondary school or jc
makes me sound so old haha
but i realized everyone is selfish
yes i am selfish too
other than parents i cant think of any other unconditional love
you always expect something
even when you are in a relationship
you at least expect love in return
in fact you might just expect more the longer you are together
thats why xp is the best
he keeps giving more and more
i hope he doesnt get tired haha

bah dunno what i am talking abt
it went totally out of point
i am too used to having you everyday in my life
altho it wasnt for a very long period
(anything is not long compared to a lifetime..)
i just got used to it already

i dun think i shld continue writing anymore
no point
i am not staying focused at all
i dunno what i wanna say
i dunno how i am supposed to feel
shoo shooo
rawrrrrrr

yeah time to get emo!
since i haven been emo for such a long time haha
booooooooo
stupid me
why did i get myself into that situation again
maybe worse than that in 2005
i am sure i can live out of it
jus like how i did in 2005-6
i can!!
it just takes time..
the situation is maybe worse
but i am a better me because i have xp now!
i can i can! =)

wandering around alone the whole day
it makes me see things from a different perspective
while i was strolling really slowly on my own
looking at the busy life of ppl
fast-paced foot steps
i was actually feeling very peaceful watching strangers passing by
observing ppl along the way
saw really cute kids on the bus
and then met up with some irritating friend
to keep other more irritating stuff out of mind
and he really did his job well
making me lose my way and walked rounds and rounds and still lost
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but i still lost my appetite
didnt eat the whole day until at night
when my stomach finally protested and gave me gastric pain
boooooooo
had only half a packet of awfully done instant noodles at 9pm
(really, never seen such ______ noodles before!)
(but i appreciate it, really la haha, unique taste)
and half a can of cambelle’s vege soup at 12am
perhaps its not that bad after all
maybe i can lose weight like that! haha
haiya but of cos i dun wish to lose weight like that
no food = no meaning in yirong’s life
k thats so exaggerated
just wanna stay healthy and happy
i still got my single ex to achieve ok! haha
jiayou jiayou!

PS sorry frens if i get abit whiny these days.. just le me whine la ok? hee..