To that person who’ve lied to the whole world and put up a show
You have never loved me before… You never fail to make it clear (whenever we quarrel)
that i’m not your biological daughter … And you always pick on me whenever you got
upset with work or whoever, whatever. You always want to make me feel that i don’t belong
here, your place…Somewhere you own. You always want me out of the house…
And you can’t wait for it to happen. Thinking of ways to do it…
You LIED when you said you treat me as your biological daughter BUT you are lying because
you want to be the Mr. Nice guy and you only said that because you needed care and concern
when you’re down and when you feel like it. Because at the end of every
arguments or quarrel , you will definitely say that you felt lucky that i’m not
your daughter and never fail to remind me about it… You’re always like that,
ever since i’m young. You always seek for my forgiveness about what
you’ve said and then you will make the same mistakes again
Yes , i may not be brought up from a wonderful and family of warmness, and i may
not had felt the warmness before… But i can see and differentiate the difference whenever
i’m at (for example) CY’s house… And i saw the kind of bond that’s missing in my life ever
since i’ve got my own mind to think. And i do envy families like that . Because i will
never be able to taste it with my own. Never will i .
BACK TO THE ENTRY…
Many of you have been asking what brand of eyebrow pencil i’m using..
Recently i just changed my eyebrow pencil to this and thought that
this is better and i should share with you girls (:


$27 and comes with a refill. Can be bought from Charme in far east level 4 !
This is not a paid advertisement anyway … Just to share …
3rd February 2009
Met Lynette before school and we head to Far east for lunch …


CHIPPY’s curry cheese chicken is always my favourite.
If you like to eat SHI LIN’s chicken, you will like this even more!


Grafitti’s wan tan mee ….

Expected… We’re late for school… Very late ,in fact.







If i can be happy like that , forever .
P.s : Take me away …