-I actually removed this post after 1 hr of posting
because I thought I was too harsh on her.
But her comments are just way overboard!
Since Winnie Heng does not want to reconcile,
I do not see a need to remove this post.-
No doubt, I’m fuming as I read those comments from her that are totally unjustifiable.
Obviously, she has no signs of being apologetic.
I would certainly be back to refute on those ridiculous arguments from her.
Need to complete my advertorial by today,
but I’ll try to clear the air on this same day if I have the time.
Do not jump to conclusion before you read my part of story, alright?
**Composure Peggy, remember, composure.
日防夜防家贼难防
In other words, keeping your guards against thieves day or night is pointless
if you have one hiding at your own home.
Just the other day, you’d “BORROWED” my boots (of course without my permission),
wore it for your show and spoiled it.
Yet when I found out and questioned mum about it, you denied that very fact.
What else? You’d even reprimanded mum for tipping me off.
Then you gave your usual loathsome attitude
and insisted that you would get me a new pair.
Next, you “BORROWED” my pair of heels (without my acknowledgment),
YES AGAIN!
Wore it for your shoot and spoiled it.
Just when I caught you red handed,
you’d admitted that the heels are damaged already.
Which apparently, if I never did find out,
you would have acted like nothing had happened and place it back again.
Am I right or am I right or just damn right?!
Then when I told you to return me both the cost of the boots and that pair of heels,
you said: “Later la, no money now.”
When I saw you the next day, you were buying a NEW pair of heels.
NO MONEY?! Seriously, words from a thief’s mouth is never trustworthy.
As though I was the one at fault AGAIN,
you had to holler at me in public and reluctantly (I’ve to add, EXTREMELY)
return me the money.
Then you affirmed that we should never misuse each others’ property and items ever again. If any one does, one has to pay 10 bucks per usage to the other party.
(Witnesses present: Amanda and Irene)
Less than an hour ago, you returned home.
WITH MY NEW PAIR OF HEELS (That I had barely wore; less than 3 times).
I was furious and demanded for that 10 bucks that you had promised.
And you refused! Claiming that I’d wore your guess watch before too!
HELLO?! That’s like eon years ago?
(Furthermore it was way before the agreement that we had made)
That’s responsibility, honesty and principle that I would never forsake
(These are priceless).
Unlike you, you have none ever since young.
-This was a post, that I had wanted to put up since 11/11/08 (Glad that I saved it).
But I had chosen not to publicize, because YOU BEGGED ME NOT TO and asked for forgiveness. I gave you yet another chance after hearing your words and getting soft hearted all over again. But I would swear upon myself that I do not and will NEVER forgive a person like you EVER again.
A PERSON LIKE YOU DO NOT DESERVE BENEVOLENCE.-
You have been misusing the love from my mother,
mistreating her, forcing her to do all of your simple tasks.
Such as, taking the tissue paper which is less than 10cm away from you,
pouring drinks, looking for your shoes, clothes, clearing your tissue papers that you would throw everywhere, EVERYTHING and MANY MORE!!!
HELL, She’s my MUM for your damn god conscience.
OR RATHER, OUR MUM!
And she merely asked you to help her download the songs for her new Nokia phone,
you pushed it to me (Saying: Ask sis to do it).
Honestly, that’s nothing to me.
Even though the fact is that I’m rushing my advertorials now.
And you are doing NOTHING, BUMPING AROUND.
NOT GIVING ALLOWANCES TO HER, UNLIKE ME.
I’ll still help her if she had asked me.
But she asked you, probably thinking that you might do her this favor in return
since she has been doing everything for you for the longest time.
And when it’s all your fault again, YOU GO ABOUT SHOUTING ASKING ME TO SHUT UP.
Seriously, where do you stand in this family?
I’m your elder sister and I did what I should as a daughter. YOU?!
I’m helping with the family’s finance instead of spending all the money clubbing/shopping away and screaming on top of my lungs when I realized that I do not have anymore left to give my mum when she asked me for it. **Oops, doesn’t that sound exactly like someone?
Oh and you are also damn good with screaming at others when they asked you to return the money/items that you had owed them, isn’t it?
What have you done as a daughter? Except acting like you are some great blogger,
nice and all, bringing your mum out for shopping after “abusing” her?
Seriously, THAT’S PATHETIC.
My friends/bf/family and readers had again and again told me to forgive you
just because you are my sister.
BUT CAN I?
Sorry, I can’t.
Sorry but I wished I never had a sister as useless as you are.
I need to remember NEVER TO FORGIVE YOU EVER AGAIN.
Because I can’t allow history to repeat.
Because I know, only I can stop this shit from repeating itself all over again.
Because I know, only I can stop this to make myself feel less miserable.
FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUK FCUKKKKKKKK.
I’m super pissed off now.
Why do I have to work so hard to give my family a good life.
And all you do is SHIT. Shit at home and you get what you want.
FCUK YOU. SERIOUSLY. FCUK YOU.
I’M GONNA GIVE MYSELF A TARGET,
TO EARN MORE THAN 10K EVERY MONTH ON THIS 2009.
BECAUSE THAT’S WHEN I CAN FINALLY HAVE A GOOD LIFE WITH MY FAMILY WITHOUT A BITCH LIKE YOU.
FCUKING GOOD 2010 TO COME (:
I’m glad that people just couldn’t believe that you are my sister
(because we don’t look alike).
Because I CAN’T BELIEVE IT EITHER.
I don’t care even if you people are gonna say that I’m mean to have spilled all these.
I don’t fcuking care.
Because you are not me, and you do not know how unfair things are that I’ve tolerated and never complaint.
Just now I was extremely angered, so I told my mum, if she can do it, I can do it too.
Pour coke for me! (My mum always give in to her, allowing her to “abuse” her, which I’m very unhappy about.)
But after she did, I already felt so guilty!
I’m reheating the soup by myself now, because I can never do that to her; to command her around!
But how could you?!
How are you able to sleep every night?!
How are you able to live with this guiltiness every single day?!
When will your conscience ever bite you hard enough?
Why did I even carry you back home when you were so drunk,
so heart broken, crying your hearts out outside Zirca?
Not forgetting that you made me fell, injured my knee cap.
I was
bleeding, yet I still forced our way back.
Why must I be the one when you had never regarded me as your elder sister?
Why did I even console you, got you to move on,
gave you my listening ear when you were so down and didn’t know who to turn to?
Why must i treat you as my sister when you had never remembered that I’m yours?!
WHY? Can you ever tell me why?
I wish I could tender my resignation for the position as your sister.
Waste my time only, I’m getting back to rush my advertorial now.
Sorry readers for this unfruitful ranting post, I just had to release my anger.
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